Speak little, code much.

今天晚上大概是12點多, 我帶didi去公園散步, 忽然發現才開過刀的didi已經可以開始快步行走, 真是太神奇了. 果然是老而彌堅恢復神速的didi阿.

後來我走在didi前面, 忽有野狗朝我狂吠, 我拿手電筒一照才發現有三隻野狗在我面前示威抗議, 我快步向前追擊他們, 巨大會發光的黑影快速籠罩他們, 讓他們落荒而逃, 此時didi才趕到, 雖口戴口罩didi卻仍作勢想追擊他們, 還好被我阻止.

didi你也行行好, 這種小場面請交給我好嗎!? 你老大請寬心散步吧～

昨天晚上, Gale傳簡訊說我今天不用上班, 雖然有點晚通知Orz. 不過想想…還好啦～

到了今天中午正準備煮冷凍水餃的時候(正走到廚房要燒水的當下), 忽然手機想起, rainbow急忙問我”你怎麼沒來上班!?”, 瞎瞇! 我要上班!!??

空著肚子, 我用飛的衝到了中西美食, 開始上班, 還好客人不多, 也不會太累, 後來還跟季小花(一隻smoochy很想上的貓瞇)玩紙團, 下班了我到oso喝咖啡, 今天的進度是要把hypergraph partition 運用在web mining的connectivity measurement給寫出來, 裡頭會用到一些資料結構的東西, 要花點腦筋(腦袋空空如我, 算是一種挑戰), 只見超哥一副不舒服的模樣, 才知道他因為昨晚服藥的關係, 讓他今天身體非常不舒服, 後來jane也到了oso, 看到了超哥的模樣, 想帶超哥去看醫生, 可是jane晚上有可能會忙, 所以我就跟jane借車載超哥去耕莘醫院掛急診, 掛了點滴, 驗了血, 照了X光, 做了心電圖….最後急診醫生的建議的晚上先停部分的藥, 再繼續觀察, 於是我又載超哥回到oso, 已近晚上7點.

後來jane跟我和rainbow說有一超級好吃的四川麵館, 在永康街附近, 於是在8點半的時候我們三人到了老鄧麵館吃酸辣肉醬麵, 我邊吃麵邊看jane搞笑, 真覺得jane跟charlie真是絕配, 雖然一個超聒噪, 另一個卻超安靜, 儘管如此兩個人卻都有著好心腸. 後來回程在青田街黑潮附近, 忽然rainbow手機響起, 只聽到rainbow說….”那還有救嗎？” 我心裡想”幹!不會是超哥吧?” “有可能是中毒!?”
我才知道原來是季小花生病了, 趕緊送rainbow回到店裡頭去, 季小花已經從東南獸醫院看過了, 但仍有流口水血尿還有嘔吐的現象, 東南的醫生之前交代如果季小花還有嘔吐的現象, 就需要再跟醫院聯絡, 可是當時東南電話已經不通了, 於是我拿著貓籠, 跟rainbow去東南看看, 不巧的東南獸醫院已經休息了, 於是我們趕緊坐著計程車到了和平東路的一家華德獸醫院, 哪時季小花已經開始大便失禁, 並且又嘔吐了好幾次, 經過打點滴跟驗血, rainbow決定讓季小花住院, 而我一直懷疑是老鼠藥所導致的出血, 不過醫生說還是需要繼續觀察.

後來因為rainbow要去康福拿東西, 於是我陪他走回去, 沿途經過素卿在前天拒絕我的公園, 看到那張石椅子, 感觸很多, 不過我還是忍了下來沒有跟rainbow說我跟素卿之間發生的事.

回到了oso已經是晚上11點了, 今天的進度是零, 想想這個星期和今天發生的事, 有一點點感慨.於是弄了弄程式, 沒啥心情, 就回家了.

到了家我先後帶smoochy跟didi去公園走走, 從公園回來時已經快要12點半了, 我媽媽因為要拿果汁給我喝, 所以到那時都還沒有睡, 就跟媽媽談起今天發生零零總總的事, 媽媽說人生不如意的事十常八九, 所以要懂得珍惜.

想寫封信給他, 只是有點晚了.

昨天, 從淡水回家已經近8點了, 一進家門, 媽媽就跟我說didi掛彩了(帶著口罩與公園野狗決鬥的後果), 我急忙到了後門看了didi, didi的尾巴與後腿因為疼痛, 皮毛都被他舔濕而地上還留有一條條的血痕, 當場心揪在一起, 媽媽和我嘗試抓住didi, 然後經過一段掙扎, 才約略發現didi左後腳關節處有一2～3公分長的傷口而且很深, 而血正緩緩的從傷口流出. 急忙聯絡謝醫生, 接著馬上開車載didi去醫院, 由於didi在醫院裡豪放不羈, 謝醫生只好麻醉進行清創跟縫合手術… 後來幫didi包紮傷口的時候, didi悠悠轉醒, 謝醫生說, 這是他見過didi唯一可愛的瞬間 Orz.

晚上didi與我同睡, 今天早上媽媽帶didi到後門吃飯時, didi還是一副不太清醒的模樣, 只是經過了廚房, didi還是不改其性, 溜到垃圾桶旁偷了一隻骨頭, 跛著腳叼著骨跳到後門去….

今晚meeting後, 在回家的路上跟學長談起此事, 我不禁開始抱怨爸媽不應該每次都讓didi一個人在外面自己遛, 我把didi跟smoochy當作是自己的小孩看待,所以很擔心失蹤, 受傷此類事情發生…因此只要我在家, 我都會親自帶didi去公園閒晃, 這件事過去已多次與媽媽反應, 不過都雷聲大雨點小(畢竟媽媽也很忙)….後來學長居然說”你以後一定會是一個好爸爸” (大驚!), 然後學長就開始說起他的爸爸經……後文恕刪, 因為學長幸福的神情說個沒完:D

我會是一個好爸爸!? 哈~今晚我居然在想著這件事.

ps.媽媽已經答應我以後都會親自帶didi去公園逛. 真好~

Bonds接受的第二次手術後, 可能悲從中來, 開始說些洩氣話, 根據Bonds的EQ紀錄, 他會說這些話可一點都不意外, 我意外的是ESPN的球迷投票, 讓我有一點感傷.

Bonds應該是很孤獨的, 如果他有好朋友的話, 願意分享的話, 或許他會說些得體的話, 不至傷害自己也傷害別人.

難道真該急流勇退嗎? 我這麼告訴自己Orz

“I’m tired of my kids crying. You wanted me to jump off a bridge, I finally did. You finally brought me and my family down. … So now go pick a different person. ”

“Right now I’m just going to try to rehab myself to get back to, I don’t know, hopefully next season, hopefully the middle of the season, I don’t know. Right now I’m just going to take things slow.”

“I’m 40 years old, not 20, 30.”

— Barry Bonds

雖然我在ptt上面看到很多球迷(請看巨人版:>)都以媒體炒作的角度來看待大聯盟這次的”用藥”事件, 不過我可不這麼想, 好幾年前我就強烈的懷疑球員藥補, 我猶記得當初Cecil Fielder在1990年拿到全壘打王時, 大家對於50這個數字是多麼充滿的崇敬. 如今, 全壘打變廉價了, 大家除了回憶起Griffey Jr. 的珍貴外, 真不知道大家會用什麼的態度去看待所謂的Bonds 障礙.

麥坎是美國右派的共和黨(廢話:D)參議員(親台排共喔~), 他在接受ABC的今週節目訪問時說”在我看來, 現在的棒球似乎不太能夠令人信服”, 他還說, 似乎應該針對職業運動做一些最起碼的藥檢措施, 最後他也對McMgwire提出了良心的建議, “McMgwire要做的第一件事就是幫自己換一個新的律師, 我非常難過他在聽證會說的那些話, 也感到非常遺憾因為他是美國的英雄”

McGwire 沒有擔當的閃爍其辭(重點是一點效果都沒有), 的確傷害了許多人, 包括了他自己, 以及許多崇敬他而打棒球甚至藥補的年輕人(有些還補到駕鶴西歸)….

我沒有被McGwire傷到, 倒是被另一個傢伙狠狠的傷害, 否則我現在應該已經入睡, 也不會失眠胡亂上網, 關心起McGwire跟他的律師呢~

出處

WASHINGTON (AP) — Saying Major League Baseball “can’t be trusted,” Sen. John McCain warned Sunday that legislation might be needed to force the sport to change its steroids policy.

The Arizona Republican joined the chorus of congressmen expressing disappointment with baseball’s drug-testing plan after testimony from commissioner Bud Selig and union head Donald Fehr at the House Government Reform Committee hearing on steroids Thursday.

“It just seems to me they can’t be trusted,” McCain told ABC’s “This Week.”

“What do we need to do? It seems to me that we ought to seriously consider … a law that says all professional sports have a minimum level of performance-enhancing drug testing,” McCain said.

Committee chairman Tom Davis, R-Va., said on CBS’ “Face the Nation” that he agreed with McCain’s suggestion that the U.S. Anti-Doping Agency could be called in to govern baseball’s testing. The independent agency oversees drug testing and discipline for U.S. Olympic athletes.

Davis, whose committee subpoenaed current and former stars and baseball executives to testify Thursday, said he’s willing to wait and see how Major League Baseball handles drug testing and punishment in 2005.

“They’ve got this season. We’ll see how they respond when they find someone testing positive,” Davis told CBS.

Asked about possible government intervention, baseball’s executive vice president for labor relations, Rob Manfred, told CBS, “Commissioner Selig said unequivocally in the hearing that if Congress decides that federal legislation is appropriate, that he would be supportive.”

In March 2004, McCain’s Senate Commerce Committee held a hearing on steroids in baseball, pressure that helped lead to the drug-testing plan that owners and players agreed to in January.

Several lawmakers were particularly critical of two provisions in that agreement: one that allows players to be fined instead of suspended for failing a drug test, and another that calls for testing to be suspended if there’s a government investigation.

“I was a little dubious about the necessity of having hearings because I had been told that baseball had installed a weak, but legitimate, regimen,” McCain said. “I now applaud my colleagues in the House because what this highlighted was the absolute insensitivity of both the owners and the players to the American people.”

He also offered advice to Mark McGwire, the retired slugger who repeatedly evaded questions about his and others’ steroid use.

“The first thing Mark McGwire should do is get himself a new lawyer,” McCain said. “I was saddened by what he had to say, and it’s unfortunate because he’s one of America’s heroes.”

“I played a lot of games and I said I would never embarrass myself on the field,” Alomar said. “I had a long career, but I can’t play at the level I want to play, so it’s time to retire.”

“I just can’t go anymore,” Alomar said. “My back, legs and eyes aren’t the same. I don’t want to embarrass myself or my teammates.”

只差276安打就可以越過3000隻生涯安打里程碑也是進入名人堂的保障門檻, 好可惜阿～
我衷心的希望這位攻守俱佳的選手有朝一日能夠進入名人堂.

ps. 另外他的退休也讓我想起仍在奮鬥的Fred McGriff, 這兩個傢伙對於退休冗然不同的哲學, 希望能為我在4月2號之前帶來些不同的啟示….
希望啦～

“No mascots on the field. Shoot anything that looked like it escaped from ‘Sesame Street’.” – when asked how he would change the game.
真是笑死我了:D

星期五晚上幫smoochy看腳腳時, 發現smoochy上次切除的腳趾處增生的肉墊上開始有了紅色的硬塊, 哪硬塊就跟上次切除的腫塊顏色一模一樣, 隔天我帶smoochy去康福檢查, 陳醫生拿針頭扎了腫塊, 我除了注意smoochy的反應外, 我也注意到陳醫生的眉間開始皺了起來, 我心裡開始有底了, 陳醫生說smoochy的腫塊是惡性腫瘤, 才會在原處復發增生. 如果這腫塊大到現在尺寸的2倍大的話就要切除了.

我明天會帶smoochy去問一下謝醫生的意見(我想他也不敢再幫smoochy開刀了吧:P), 如果沒有問題, 應該就會安排讓smoochy盡快動刀, 我想再怎麼樣smoochy剩下的腳趾都要盡力保住.

ps.今天在公園遇到一隻跟smoochy一模一樣的黑拉拉, 叫做lucky, 這是一個sign嗎？

轉到電影台驚見恐怖情節，觀察1分鐘後，開始急摳史坦利愛口辛，”這兩個星期前就已經撥過啦！”, 唉～想不到此片已被他們染指過了，不過我還是把這部片子看完，我不太想認真的分析這部片子，不只是因為女人跟電影都像我的指導教授一樣不太好分析，而且正經八百的談論此片極有可能會讓我岔了氣中內傷，我只能說creeper殺人的方法很讓我景仰，是會讓你噴飯狂笑的那種不知如何形容的恐怖，另外把頭顱視為模組化元件（foxconn spirit…Orz）更是把台灣代工產業的精神發揮到了極致（不止在經濟上更在藝術上愛台灣），imdb裡頭有人留言認為creeper是位男同志更是一絕…

the creeper is GAY!!??

that why he gave the tongue action and when you look at the sequence where he looks at the boy he only briefly looks at the girl
so he’s gay

ps.真希望台灣也有creeper，能把有恐同情節的檢察官通通模組化一下，換顆腦袋救台灣。

High dimensional clustering method like Hypergraph Models clusters the input data by using association rule hypergraph. It can handle the high dimensional data problem. However, the sparse vectors may cause the clustering result with weak characteristics user groups. It may be not an appropriate result for the analyst because the features are inherently too detailed.

Jui-Feng Weng